I havent made a proper entry in weeks and I normally dont celebrate Thanksgiving - I dont like Turkey. So there D:< but I guess I'll take this time and put all my friends on blast and just name a few things I should be thankful for that I didnt get a chance to truly voice out.
first of all, I'm thankful for this piece of dried up steak and rice I am eating >D food is food! thankful for the relatives that has helped me out throughout this year - I may be "homeless" but I am thankful to still have my health, my will and my friends.
I'm thankful for Lifework and my awesome bosses for giving me a chance :D thankful for the fact that I have a job.
Thankful for FPS games >D and other shameless shenanigans.
I'm thankful to Shin - who I know will probably never ever read this; thanks for being there for me buddy, thanks to showing me how it is to truly care for someone, thanks for saying you liked me - way before especially when I looked terrible and akwardw (even though I totally fucked it up xD, but to be fair, it was partly on you too for being such a dumbass) Thank ful for all those late night-early morning runs to Alejandros for some nasty ass Carne Asada Fries, or for all those nights of endless gaming and shit talking. Thank you for not giving up on me and for believing in me. Thank you for being my best friend.
Thankful for Toshinator - you're freakin' awesome >D and has quickly become one of my clooooosest buddddiess >:D thanks for all the fun times and more to come, thanks for all the memories I know I will never forget. Thanks for all the dirty retarded jokes that only you and I would ever understand xD and thanks for letting me slap your ass at PMX roflmao!!!! and shamelessly exposing yourself for the sake of BL photos ROFLMAO
Thankful to Mei - good lord for all the smack talking we do ROFLMAO and for all those back and forths on makeup and circle lenses - THANKS FOR BEING JUST AS VAIN AS I AM XDDD!!! thanks for reminding me that I'm still a girl and its OK! to like someone XD!!! roflmao OTL I'll try to catch the hints betternext time?.... and thanks for all the rants and letting me take photos of you and Miju and I hope we get a chance to do it more and more :3
Thanks to Ash - Oujisama XD even if you never ever wake up whenever I need you, thanks for letting me rant and tease you relentlessly. Again know you probably would never read this but hahahah thanks for sticking by my side, late into the night waiting in the freezing cold for the train! and thanks for showing me how it is to be treated like a princess - even if at times I feel like I'm more like your knight xD!
Thanks to Anthony & Amanda - LATE NIGHT CHATTS AND BEING SUCH A LOYAL CUSTOMER/FRIEND XD and for you two for being so cute and still being together for so long and reminding us that LOVE still does exist even among this retarded generation!
To Nick - LOLOLOLz, cant say much, but I can tell this would be a start of an interesting friendship xD so I guess I'll go ahead and thank you ahead of time for the interesting times and lolz and thanks for the 'lol' worthy cmments via facebook
Shou - ALWAYS THERE TO BUG YOU WHEN IM HUNGRY IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT XDD
Leslie & Amorita - thanks for coming with me to X Japan concert and dealing with my ridiculousness! xDD
Mikarin san & Hagi - THANK YOU osooo much for even letting us step in the same stage or photo as you in your amazing Trinity Blood outfits! our group is NOT WORTHY! OTL
Tifa Lin - LOLz thanks for all the lolz times before, good memories good memories, I hope I see you at cons more and more again
To my sister: YOU'REALWAYS GONNA BE BLOOD B!!!!!!!! D:< SO HURRY UP AND COME HOME NIGGAH hanks for always sticking by my side - even if you did deny the fact that I'm your sister a good couple times xD thanks for finally accepting me/always accepting me? and talking me up to your friends in the East Coast, I totally spazzed when I finally realized you've accepted my retarded ways.
to everyone else who I may have forgotten to thank. THANK YOU. I will edit this note later XD
YAAARRRGHHH @.@ I HAVE NOT SLEPT IN DAYS. I'M A HOT MESS. MY HAIR IS A MESS. THE PINK HAS FADED IN A SAD ATTEMPT TO REBLEACHING MY ROOTS. NOW THEIR A NICE SHADE OF GOLD. NOT QUITE PLATINUM LIKE THE REST OF MY HAIR. WILL FIX THAT IN ANOTHER WEEK OR TWO. FUUCK. NEED TO HAIR MASK. NO SLEEP FOR THE WEAK @.@ll WEBSITE WILL BE LAUNCHING SOON. SO MUCH WORK TO DO. ITS A FRIDAY NIGHT. JUST WANT TO GO HOME AND KICK IT. NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. IF ONLY THERES 35 HRS IN A DAY. IS THAT EVEN ENOUGH?!
Proper LJ post will be done soon. I've been meaning to write a proper entry since the X Japan Concert. @.@ll
Oh man thats a toughy, I dont think anyone ever really thinks about this shit till it hits you. So I guess if I had a month to live...I'd....
magically find the money >D and fly to Japan and back to Korea, to China. Everywhere! And be back home before I lay to sleep.
I'd shoot as many as I can. Do some crazy v-logs and make as many memorable friends as possible and I will make it so my presence will be heard and remembered by everyone I meet/met. And I'd want to have some impact in their lives to reassure me I'm just not another face in the crowd. Go on crazy entertaining adventures with the pretense of meeting and experiencing new things with people and bringing the along with me. To live, to grow and to learn. Thats a part of life.
Some people would dream of meeting their idol. Idols are idols. I'm sure I'd like to meet a few of them too but, I rather be selfish and make people remember me >D
Like a rock star - Better to burn out than Fade away...
doh! got tagged to do this meme. So lets see what I lug around with me on a day-to-day thing? :D
Magnum Steele pleather messenger bag. Non brand. lol. sorry. still saving up for that Alonquins bag that I will someday own >:D
- Wallet. I personally prefer guy wallets, since they fit in back pants pocket more easily. I personally hate carrying anything with me if I could help it. Or I could, I'd shove everything in my pocket. LOL. But. No. Haha.
- Zombie Survival Guide Hand Book. I like to be prepared >:D and be literate as well.
- Moo moo planner. Everyone should have one.
- Make up pouch: which contains (not photo-ed) eyeliner. pressed powder. Lip balm & medicine.
- Mole Skin notebook. FTW >:D
- Chocolate >D
- Secret body spray. No one wants to be B.O! I normally wear 'Britney Spears 'believe' but I carry body mist with me regardless.
- Yepp mp3 player. Sorry, I dont own an ipod unlike you cool kids ;P
- Knife. Yes, its legal.
- mini album full of polaroid pics. iunno why I carry it with me.
- random cable cords; DS charger / mp3 & phone charger / pc hook-up cable.
lol, I never have cute little entries like lemontree11 XDD;; mine are always so....BLARGH JUST POST ALREADY type of deal hahahah its ok. Its all just for my own personal memories anyways but I always think aesthetics are important hahahaha. Anyways, gosh, I havent updated in a awhile that didnt include a rant with it XD:;;